God Saves The Best For Last

Dear Future Hubby,

Maybe I dreamed 

all of this

but my heart’s 

convinced somewhere 

in the hidden depths 

it holds true…

There was a time when 

reading the words

 “I love you” from you 

filled me with a quiet anxiety. 

Not because I didn’t want them, 

but because I struggled to believe 

someone as extraordinary as you 

could truly love someone like me. 

It felt too beautiful, 

too rare to be real.

But something in my heart has changed. 

Those words no longer 

make me restless — they calm me. 

They feel like home.

I’ve stopped trying to understand 

how or why our souls found 

each other the way they did. 

Some connections are 

simply beyond logic. 

All I know is that my love for you 

grows deeper in ways 

I can’t even explain.

Some days this love lifts me so high 

that I wake up full of life and hope, 

as if the world itself is brighter 

simply because you exist in it. 

Other days, 

the distance

 between us feels cruel, 

and I ache for the warmth 

of you beside me. 

Yet through every 

sunrise and every quiet night, 

one truth remains the same — 

I love you more than 

I did the day before.

You are the first thought 

that gently wakes

 my heart each morning

 and the last beautiful story

 my mind holds onto before I sleep. 

Loving you feels like living inside 

the most unexpected miracle.

I know there were moments 

when I pushed you away. 

Fear made me do that. 

I was terrified that 

loving you so deeply 

would one day mean losing you. 

But the truth is, 

losing you 

is the one thing

I never want to face.

My heart beats 

with your name in its rhythm, 

and my soul longs 

for you with a pull stronger

than anything I have ever known. 

No matter how far

 the distance stretches

between us, 

my love for you 

only grows deeper, 

stronger, 

and more certain.

And if life gives me 

a thousand lifetimes, 

I would choose you

 in every single one. 

Because loving you

 is not just something

 I feel — 

it is the truest part of 

who I am.